Memories

Tonight (and other times I'm sure) I realized that memory is a funny thing. I went to dinner with my mom and a couple of her really good friends for her birthday. We went to this little Italian deli at Scottsdale and Shea called Guido's which was really good. In the same complex is a Blue Burrito which is where I very first met Nate (my first boyfriend). Throughout our relationship we spent a lot of time at that intersection either going to the movies or the coin store across the street. It made me very nostalgic even though a good part of my relationship with Nate was seriously messed up. After time the memories seem to fade to only the good ones, weeding out the bad. Maybe I've just been single too long and am longing for a relationship even if it is mentally damaging. This is what happens when I internalized too much. I do miss Nate though, I suppose you can't get away from a relationship like that without leaving part of yourself behind. Eh...these are my ramblings!