I'm a dork

So tonight was the first night in a couple weeks I've closed at Target and I was hoping to see my crush (he works overnights). I look up and see him walking in the door and in an effort to suppress the giant grin that wants to surface, a silly little sheepish grin escapes. All of this is happening as he's looking at me. Oh, why am I such a dork when it comes to guys?